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The truth is, I miss you.
Never enough of the west winds
You and I, we were different on the edge
You were the dead sea; I am the sea stone!
When it couldn't be found, what was once left
Sinking in the sand with our feet,
You changed.
I became the back you turned.
Closing into walls soon enough you...
You were more like a miracle!
That endless speck of fairy lights
On a dusty Christmas eve!
You do not belong to me.
I am the stone.
Turn the back again;
Promise to never return the waves,
They corrode me.

***

Written on the plane back to Delhi from Goa. I was listening to Coldplay's Warning Sign. And though this piece has got nothing to do with my life or any event pertaining to my life, I felt the urge to write something beginning from that line. 
Also, Coldplay is amazing. 

Current Mood: A Rush Of Blood To The Head. (And if you do not know what this is, DIE)

Found and Lost.

Find your way to the closet
Look for that one day,
The time when you put the dream
And the night behind the front door.
Take the day out;
Wrap it in a paper bag,
Fill in some breaths.
Forget the cellophane,
Just throw it away in the creek
Just like the night when the joker
Left the stage with a cry!
Hand over the day to someone far
Far away from the house.
Then come back here,
Find your way to the closet,
And look for what you forgot...
The dream and the night
Still wait behind the front door. 

***

Now Playing: True Love Wait | Radiohead
You know there is something about Radiohead music. My favorite line from this song:: I'm not living, I'm just killing time!! 
I have come back with a lot of inspiration. Sea does that to me I figured. Wait up for something more, and new :)

Lots of Love. Because I can't do without it!!

Randomization

It's June already. Come September and I will be 21. [Fuck]
I like this part of the year. Its hot and sweaty and you spend all you time planning for the next year of college. Which reminds me that I will be a final year student now. [Again, Fuck!]

The same old tiff in the mind continues. Being single really makes you spend a lot of time with yourself. *-*
I want to go out of Delhi but I know for a fact that it will be a disastrous idea. I love this place too much. At the same time I have had enough of it too. [Wait what?]

Internship from home. Yeah! FML!

Trying to read Sicilian these days. [Interesting no? :D]
Though its thoroughly confusing. Spanish and Sicilian have so many common words I am absolutely confused.

Me is going for a darling's wedding tomorrow ^-^
For four days. Hope to click loads of pictures. I have never attended a South Indian wedding. It shall be fun :D

Suddenly, the whole world wants to meet me. *-*
Every one whom I knew/know is suddenly super eager to meet me/plan a meet up! I like it but suddenly?! [What's up]

Madagascar 3!!!!!!!!!!!! [Say no more]

I have never listened to more music than I have listened to in these two months. My ears constantl ring with some tune. [What the fuck?]

I revised life lessons learned from The Godfather. [Thumbs up!]
My favorite lesson - Never judge your enemies. It affects your judgment

I realized I needed to update my blog.

Just like that. Random rants. Oh I love Al Pacino, just saying! [ mi amore Pacino e Siciliano ] [Think i am getting a hang of it finally :D]

More random rants later. [Blah!]

P.S: Did you notice the new header? ^-^

You Speak To Me, Delhi!

Love, speak to me in the language
We both know-the language of the streets.
Build me the clouds of never ending rain
And gift to me a piece of that frame
Where the wind flies over minarets,
The laughter hovers around in the mists!
Take me to that very road where we outgrew time,
We walked bare foot and measured the life!
The riot is inside of me each time I sketch
The redness of the August sky along with
My love for the little puddles here and there-
Some formed by the rain, others by spit!
The walls around my world, this very world,
Where the evening prayers bring destiny together
And where the sound of music is mytic,
Those walls which engulf me every morning I wake up...
Give my November breeze to these walls and
Never take it back from where it all started...
The first time I took to the streets with you
Where my heart was always fixed, my eyes never teary
Because, love, even when you weren't there
This world was right there. My city was right there!

***

You know you're from Delhi when... you just know it! The only constant in the twenty years of my life. My city. 

What will I be without you, meri Dilli!!

picture courtesy: deviantArt

Lets Be Happy :)

If you want that feeling of being satisfied with what you have and absolute peace with yourself, try the following::

1. Forgive that one person who really did you a lot of wrongs. Just forgive him for you are a better person. People do us wrong just to make us realize just how amazing we are because of the simple reason that we are NOT like them. Forgiveness is the thing for you. Suddenly you will feel that you have no baggage and you shall be able to enjoy Nutella and not feel guilty of finishing the whole jar in sorrow.
2. Be honest to people whom you care for. It doesn't matter if you hurt them in the process. At least they would not be hurt in the long run. Just be brute honest because you don't want them to spend the rest of their life thinking something that did not even exist. Its simple. Do not rehearse. Just blurt it out.
3. Make your parents happy. Do what they like. Make them food. Wash dad's car. Help mom out with her outfit dilemmas. Just anything. And when you do make them happy, just experience that amazing feeling of being self satisfied. The world will suddenly become a better place. 
4. If you're single, indulge in yourself. Think of yourself. Just spend a lot of time with yourself. By that I do not mean that you cut off from the world. Just take it easy on yourself. Go out with friends. Have whacked out conversations about that weird light you saw at the coffee shop and how it perversely resembles a girl's skirt. (just so you know, i had that conversation with my friends just day before yesterday)
5. If you're not single, well... skip point 4.
6. Eat great food. (I eat spoonfuls of Nutella every freaking day...multiple times a day)
7. At the end, just let it all go... all that is keeping you from living each day to the fullest. Get out of that freaking room and try something new! ( I learnt the Melbourne Shuffle Dance through the song Party Rock Anthem) .... the trick is simple... There is no trick.

Its a happy world out there and its waiting for each one of us!! We just need to make a little bit of effort!

***

Now Playing: The Way I Am | Staind

courtesy: deviantArt

I aspire to be like her when I am that old.

Just. Strangers.

Splash the water.
Its darker on the other side.
Lets remain strangers.
Its better that way.
Stay lost in the woods.
Lets soak the sun as rainbows.
Bring the loops together.
Fill the spaces with voices.
Its yellower on the this side.
Sit on the mud here.
Daydream with the stars.
Sing with me.
Lets remain strangers.
There are no lies that way.
Laugh with the birds.
Lets blush together with tulips.
Lets remain strangers.
Lets escape Paradise together.


***

Now Playing: Daydreamer | Adele

Watch Me Explode.

On the road when sugar rush was on the extremities, and liquor was out of stock, there emerged I, with cigar in one hand and silence in the other.

I never speak. Words are like freckles on the skin; they are meaningless and the leave deep impressions.

I do not listen to what the little voices in my head tell me to. That is just too superficial. I do not blame anyone.

I believe in the higher order of intellect; the one without boundaries...the one without any obligation of this world.

I endorse exclusivity. No one affects me as much as my own self. Nothing can beat me.

The other side of me is too bright for you to tolerate. I am not haughty. I am just brute honest.

Deal with it, love. 'Cause I am T.N.T. baby. I am Dynamite.

***
 Now Playing: T.N.T. | AC/DC

Nothing much. Just sudden self realizations. In love with life. Peace.